In our lives we meet people, we love people and we fall in love with people. However, life happens and causes these relationships to change. Sometimes it is unexpected and sometimes it comes right after a huge argument/disagreement.
There are people out there, like myself, that want to hold on to these friendships and relationships because for many years, this was my family. I created a group of friends and past relationships as my family. During this time, I was in search of who I was (truly) and the meaning of family. I wasn’t where I am today spiritually either. I can see now how confusion, longing to be in a family and loneliness guided my actions. Thankfully, I have been shown a better way to love others and myself; even when the ones who say they love me and make fun of my spirituality. We already know what and who is guiding those actions of judgment; that’s why I keep Praising because I will NOT be thrown off this path.
If it wasn’t for my spiritual path, I would have gone threw my attempts of suicide, lingered in my depression and lost everyone I TRULY love and TRULY love me. So I will continue to worship something that has given me nothing but Peace and Love. Especially when the people of this world (including people around me) have judged me, made of me and ridiculed me. Why would I EVER choose the people of this world BEFORE my Heavenly Father? Because of him, I have forgiven you all and gained a better understanding of why people (including myself) do what they do.
If this bothers anyone, please remove yourself from my life because it will not change. I completely understand and have already forgiven you. The reward is far greater than anything I have ever received on this earth. I have been loved, forgiven and accepted for EVERYTHING that I am by God. It’s a great feeling. It’s a feeling of unconditional love. God made me and I am not a mistake. I am still the same Byron and I love the same way; he just wants us to be better people on this earth.
